After doing everything in my power to avoid getting Covid, as an unvaccinated senior, I succumbed on Monday. My husband tested positive on Sunday so when I woke up with a runny nose and tickle in my throat the next morning, he suggested I test myself as well. Much to my surprise, I was positive. This virus, that I had successfully avoided for over 2 years, had struck me. As a senior and one with an autoimmune condition, I was aware of the additional risks this would create for me. Truth be told, I was really frightened.
Those of you who have been readers of my substack for some time now know that I have a long standing relationship with Dr. Pierre Kory, which began soon after his first Senate testimony, in the early days of Covid. When Sandy, my husband, was diagnosed, my first instinct was to reach out to Pierre. Sandy reminded me how swamped Pierre is right now, with his own licensing board nightmare, and there really wasn’t anything we needed from him. We refreshed ourselves on the updated FLCCC protocols and he felt satisfied that he was feeling fine at that point, so it wasn’t necessary to bother him. The one item we didn’t have was hydroychloriquine but Sandy felt he likely didn’t need it, as we had ivermectin, which we had a good supply of, along with all the necessary vitamins, herbs and nutraceuticals.
When I tested positive the next day however, I decided I wanted EVERYTHING on the protocol so I texted Pierre to ask if he felt I should also have the hydroxychloroquine. He responded right away and within an hour, I had that as well in my home medicine kit. I was reminded by a new friend, “you’re lucky to have Pierre on speed dial”. Yes, I am most fortunate.
For 2 days, things seemed to be going along o.k until I got hit with a fever. Again I reached out to Pierre, asking if I should take tylenol to reduce the fever or simply let my immune system do its thing and ramp up its own attack against this virus. He concluded that if the temperature didn’t get too high or I wasn’t too uncomfortable, I should let my body deal with the fever, which is what I did. I haven’t had a temperature for many years and I’d forgotten how tiring that can be. In the middle of the third night, I woke up in a pool of perspiration, as my fever had finally broken. I was grateful but continued to feel weak the next day. In addition, my GI system was not happy. Again I reached out to Pierre and he said it was either from the ivermectin or Covid but it would likely pass once I completed the protocol.
Looking back over my life, I realize that I’ve been quite fortunate to have been mostly healthy, despite a serious illness at age 13, which was the presentation of my autoimmune condition. Fortunately that has remained in the background and hasn’t reared its ugly head since then. The trauma I experienced at that time however, as a frightened child who was hospitalized for months, has stayed with me ever since. It has made me acutely aware of any time something in my body feels off. Fortunately, as mentioned, that has been a rarity. Covid, unfortunately, has brought it back in full force. Rather than being relieved that I’ve appeared to successfully weather this virus, I’m now left feeling afraid that I’m not out of the woods for Long Covid. Despite Pierre’s reassurance that it’s very rare for those given early treatment to succumb to that nightmare, I still find myself afraid. I woke up this morning and immediately checked myself out. Do I feel less fatigue today? How’s my stomach doing, as I sip my chamomile tea?
For me, it’s beyond time to move past the medical trauma of my youth. I want to let go of this irrational fear and know that my body has been doing a remarkable job for me and will likely continue to do so. When I step back and really take a look at this, it’s remarkable to me how such an early experience can profoundly influence one’s emotions over their lifetime.
This pandemic and the consequences of choosing to be unvaccinated has had a devastating effect on my life in general. Friendships have been lost. Family members have taken a harsh position against me. My social circle, for the most part, has chosen to avoid contact with me. I am grateful that my husband and I are on the same page with our decisions, which I know isn’t true for everyone. I don’t know what I would have done without him. Yes, we’ve had our issues regarding how we’d deal with our hurts and disappointments from those we love, but for the most part, we’ve been a team, fighting the good fight.
I must admit to have felt a bit smug as I’ve watched my vaccinated and boosted friends dropping like flies as they contacted Covid again and again. That wasn’t very supportive of me. I think a part of me has been angry with them for refusing to even look at the mountain of scientific evidence supporting early treatment and the reality of adverse effects from the injections. I am grateful that noone I know personally has died from Covid or the injections. Will their long term health be negatively impacted by the injections? Only time will tell. Ultimately everyone must make their own decisions about how they want to approach Covid. If only they had respected me enough to even read the information I sent to them. I suspect that’s what hurt the most. All that’s left for me to do is to find it in my heart to forgive them and move on. Easier said than done but that’s what I’m aiming for. Obviously it’s in my best interest to do so. How else can I really move forward and put this nightmare of a pandemic behind me.
Once again, it has been the kindness of strangers that has often soothed my soul over these last 2 years. Who would have thought that new friends and strangers would have been there for me when my long terms friends and family, for the most part, haven’t been interested in doing so. Instead, they hold my position, as choosing to be unvaccinated, as being responsible for this endless pandemic. I hold the CDC, the FDA and the NIH responsible for that false accusation and the mainstream media for streaming it over the airwaves and failing to do their job as investigative journalist. I will not stop fighting until those responsible for these crimes against humanity are finally brought to justice. Here in America, it has been estimated that at least half a million people have died unnecessarily due to the censorship of evidence based research on early treatments with FDA approved drugs, that have been proven, over decades of use, to be safe.
So sorry to hear you've been ill. Kudos that you've been aware enough to avoid these inoculations. So I'm writing to let you know that there's much more to this than just bad inoculations. I invite you to read my substack about Covid, and then, if you wish, I can point you to COPIOUS science that backs up what I say. There is a post from yesterday regarding Germ Theory... I have saved a vast amount of articles and videos, but just understand you are seeing only the TIP of the iceberg, medically speaking, when you see the destructiveness of these shots. There is So. Much. More. Keep on looking, because it's better to have the whole truth and nothing but the truth... And We, the 10%, need intelligent folks like you on the Team.
Sending you biggo hugs and good wishes for feeling better! xo
https://jaancarter.substack.com/p/crimes-against-humanity
If you watch yesterday's post about Germ Theory, link below, click on the little cog icon at the bottom right, and speed up the video, because it's quite slow... I just went to the next highest speed.
https://www.bitchute.com/video/RpaBdalbgD2Y/
I am glad you seem to have made it through and now have natural immunity. I am glad we are among each other's new friends having been abandoned by others. I believe there are many things to prevent long Covid - FLCCC, Henry Ealy and others. You will come out ahead. Truth is coming out. I feel like we are accelerating towards the tipping point. The FDA is embarrassing and discrediting itself - getting closer to the sun. Tho people we know still believe. I love this article and just discovered this author on Brownstone. https://brownstone.org/articles/when-believing-the-health-authorities-requires-denying-obvious-realities/
In our field as you know, we call it "poor reality testing" among other things. I wish you a full, speedy recovery. Btw, I had Covid and was fatigued for several weeks, not even able to write - as you just did!!